Living in The Sun

Arrival night The official sprayed a whole disinfectant on us. We need to spin around so the alcohol gets to all parts. My jilbab felt wet but as long as I don't touch it I don't feel it that much.  We waited for a long time at the front gate. We needed to wait until the observation was for the previous person and then we can go in.  In the observation area.  The doctor checks my blood pressure. It's low. ' don't you feel dizzy '. I was on a diet. No pain no gain. ' do you have any symptoms? A headache? '. Is headache a symptom? Cause I feel it every day. Working life strained my neck and squeezed my brain too much. I can't differentiate that headache from covid headache. Don't ask me about headaches, please. He shows us the room. The room was pretty okay. But for a perfect stay, it needs some work. So we cleaned what we can. Toss the smelly pillow into a smelly cupboard and forget those things for the next 10 days. Put our clean linen. Make arra

What's up, blog. It's me again, always, and forever me.  This year, as I mentioned before, is my no-buy year. Means I can't buy unnecessary things that are outside my allowed-to-buy list (which just cover essentials basically). But you know, as a human being in this modern world that is exposed to thousands of marketing every day, I got so many temptations along the way.  For example. Recently just for fun, I plan my dream trips. So I researched all the places I want to visit, the transportation, food I want to eat even the accommodation, and many more. It helps me a lot in giving consolation in the mid of uncertainty of when we can travel around comfortably again. I explored google maps, look at the street view of my destination, and plan the things I want to do.  Then it comes down to think about what should I pack for that dream trip. So I list what I want to bring, and then of course go into a hole of wanting-to-buy-something-for-the-trip-so-my-trip-feels-better. I look